being the one whom responsible for opening up a malay dance in SP was a huge one. im done talking about how i will be missing it soon!

by Abg Amin
Remember my advice:

Learn from your alumni.
Educate yourself about the world.
Express yourself through your passion.
Respect those who have earned your respect.
And most importantly...
Listen to your heart.
And understand the power of love.

Regards...
Soultari.

i love the way how he quoted it!
especially, 'express yourself through passion'.
a passion i revived it to reality for a year.
people might condemned me of how i brought up SP tarian.
however, that people should help instead of condemning.
i left with a month. a SKEPTICAL one!

one of the wish i hoping for is someone to live up my dream! to bring up SP in a proper way. perhaps an instructor! *hint hint* please!!


as for today, had training for the CCA drive.
as for yesterday, training with dian love for their upcoming perf at taman this fri and sun!

emotional are back!

lately getting things too seriously i guess. it all bounced back of being appreciated! and abt friendship, it takes two hand to clap!

anyway, i have to throw away those mindset. and get ready to embark in the journey of DEFENSING SINGAPORE! kept thinking of how's life in NS. haha.

so i guess i will be quitting my job soon. either this weekend or next saturday. and up to me to accomplish my mission. mission of possible!

such as, prepare to leave responsible of being Senior ( self proclaimed) Cadet Inspector and Head of Tarian! Followed up completing my FTT, University admission (hopefully possible with that kind of GPA), my incomplete life matters, holidays and soul searching! wish me best of luck!

When in NS, i could still apply my knowledge and leadership like i used to in NPCC. however, i dont think i could be dancing away. Depend on which unit i will be transfer which depend on my free period.

DOT DOT DOT | wawasan warisan

after work went out with DIAN loves to Nur Amalina Samin house!!
in the bus, i was pretty worried if im lost again! the only guide that i knew was... STARBUCK!

ama house was simple but elegant!
everyone were lethargic i guess! get the DSLR, then off home!

oh anyway, i got something to share!
Please take note, that i received my enlistment letter and going in on 5th JUNE! isnt that such a short notice! shiyaks!

i was shocked to see the letter on the table! grab the letter and ran shouting for happiness! no, anxiety, yes, nervousness!

i was expecting one after i received call from naim in between i ended my NPCC POP and heading towards to mosi cafe for dian loves! grrr!!

pheww, here it goes.
let me pen down my days.

now, im waiting for my enlistment letter which im not sure when it coming. anxious plus frigthening. the faster the better. however, when the letter comes, im surely will be like, 'dang, why now, why not next year!'. but im looking forward to it. surely out from NS, i will be a dumb blonde, with the exceptional, im not a blonde.

talking about dumb, im a fresh hot graduate from SP! looking back 3 years back, i think it went too fast till now. i remember the time i enrolled into SP and making friends with my classmates. and how i make my way up! next week, it will be the academic year of 09/10! haiz, i miss classes, tutorials, labs and practicals. no mentioning meet up with your fellow arty goers.sobs

and talking abt sch, i did badly and get lousy GPA! but i still applying for NTU! insyallah! i wana appeal for my last semester, but most of my friend says, ' ey mana kau ble appeal unless kau fail'. mom had warned me! what a waste! 13 points for ur O level and u graduate from SP with a lousy GPA! too much arty activities kot! think back, might as well i repeat another 6 months rather than u go too another sch and restart whole academic years!

my plan is, during NS, its either i take private dip or A level. so when i finish NS, i go str8 to local Uni. If not, after NS, i go to SIA engineering, blue/white collar job or overseas uni!
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SYF 2009 cum SPMLS FOC

oh i have fun during these period of time! meanwhile, tiring!

i think if SYF and FOC falls on different days, double happiness. cuz i will enjoying both events that i always looking fwd to!

SPMalay Language Society Freshmen Orientation Camp (6th - 9th April 2009) Singapore Youth Festival 2009 Malay Dance Central Judging ( 6th- 8th April 2009)

Monday 6th April

went to school around 11am. thought of putting my bags over at SP then rushed to Marsilling helping out in Marsilling Sec preparation for their SYF.

but end up i stayed in SP and join welcoming the freshies from the MRT! its fun! reminicing the past! the day i stepped into SP to join this camp! so the rest of the time, played ice breaker and introduction! around 3pm, i walked off and make my way to UCC for SYF. at the moment, i feel like belen2 in the camp!

anxiously i walked over to the bustop. this will be my 1st time going and witnessing the central judging for Malay dance! oh gosh! pretty girls and dudes running all over with thick foundation and heavy make ups. haha, dancing is like the in thing for me right now!

stayyed till the end of the show and went back to school alone, despite there's a vehicle that can send me there!

went back to school and joined the fun with my arty friends. hehe. and happen some of the ssp had a meeting and were invited to have dinner as well. after dinner, smoke break then off to station for the next activity!

so went to the station with su, syakirah, asmida, diah and some other people i cant remember right nw! went there, blast the music to sing and dance! i dance till i sweat! so played for few rounds and off to bunk and went for a shower! 1 word, URGHH! packed bag and off to SIGLAP at around 11pm. at the moment, i felt, ' dang, i will miss the fun!'

so board the train, with few passengers onboard. silently it glide over to pasir ris! then took the cold bus and it went silently driving in between the neighbourhood! and stop over in front of siglap where i met the nadia-s! they slurping away their crabby instant noodle!

mr tharman fetched us in front of the gate and str8 away recognised me! impressive! then thought of sleeping in with the girls in the alumi room but mr tharman asked us to sleep in the pantry! oooo! topsy turvy office but nice pantry for u to hang out! helped myself with a packed of rice and mocha! then played around and fall to sleep on the sofas at 3am! woke at 5am and make our way to alumni room. the girls look ready for their THE day!

so 3 of us worked hard till the rest of the alumnis like fifa, jija, syasya,fana and aishah, came to the rescue! so nad, nad and me went for a shower. there's a shower room beside the DNT room! but end up im in the girls toilet! haha. put a stack of chairs infront of the door! and took a bath and we had fun! each time nads wanna go out from the cubicle, i go in! there's a point of time, there's group of boys standing outside the shower room! sial arh! they were cheering for their friends at basket ball court! dang! wait till they cleared off and we moved off! once we reached the alumni room, the girls were ready and move off for practise.

so, in the bus the alumni and me cheered our way to UCC while the girls look stressed up and fall to sleep! we walked in bringing this group of girls and felt like choreographer muda (tp takleh kalahkan dengan meletup xxxxxxx). then we walked to the gallery. walked in and saw northland sec. waved to them like mad! most of the girls like estatically waved back. they called the next person sit next to them to notify im there! haha. rupa2nya, ada crite disebalik itu! ada crite hangat aku dgn nennot!

abg izwan came in afterward with glummy face! he was utterly dissapointed and sad as he did not make it to put on lipstick and earring for his girls as he could not catch up with the bus on the road. however, they did great. Siglap did great too!

so the break in between the intervals, nad nad and i sitted down at the cafe with a hungry stomach. while the rest leave us in a lurch and gone for lunch! its ok!

so, when the next interval about to commence, we walked into the gallery and watched the rest of the judging. rushed back to school for our arty performance! i had fun! at night, left irsyad jeff aidil diah and me! the rest went to sleep and some played around!



wak sent us to al ameen and we stayed there for supper. till 3am we slacked there and we hiked back to SP. imagine how far we went! breathing heavily in the heavy evaporation of the morning dew. we encounter big snake which we ignored and continue walking! lol. and by the time we reached t15, on the damn fan and slept till 6 plus..

woke up then bathe again at t11a. travelled to MI for another round of hairdos! and i love the chicken mayo kat sana! sedap sak!

went to UCC and im with mr penari botak! watched tertiary items and waited till 3.00pm for the results. best of what! and verdictswere out! some were uexpected and some were not! few schools reached to top with honours.

the long day made me abit cranky cuz im on an empty stomach besides the chicken mayo. and i dont know why i dont bother to buy food at the cafe even though its expensive.

i think we're the last one to come out from the UCC. then off and back to camp for night walk.