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Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 2:00 AM
oh i just wanna update with what im been up to, besides countering with this emotional blackmail.
emotional blackmailing - the right term i been longing to find for describing human being esp your you-know-who!
im been occupied with;
dance.training.imam/bilal course.shows.kenduri.annualnpcccamp.reunionbbqdinnerwithsecbunch
all fun fun fun.
just go to my facebook and walla!
Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 12:01 AM
Ya allah ya tuhanku, sekarang aku pula yang menjadi bahan masalah pada mata pelihat!
salahkah aku rujuk kepeada seseorang?
salahkah aku rujuk kepeada seseorang?
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 11:32 PM
perasaan
emosi yang tidak boleh dimain-mainkan
akan tentu aku akan berpihak kepada perasaanku
tetapi ia akan memberat sebelah bagi suatu masalah
seperti malam ini
aku berpihak bagi perasaanku
terpendam dalam ke sanubariku walaupun punca pada kesalahan aku juga
terlalu rumit untuk berkata
ia berahkir dalam satu pengtengkaran
pengtengkaran yang merupai aliran air mata, bukan kemarahan
pihak tengah memilih untuk menegakkan situasi untukku
terharu
ia lalu menukar menjadi hiba kerna aku mendengar penjelasan dari pihak yang aku bertengkar
perasaanku berbelah bagi
kerna dicampur aduk perkara luar dari puncanya
hati ke hati
aku meminta maaf darimu
syurga terletak di telapak kakimu
sekian!
emosi yang tidak boleh dimain-mainkan
akan tentu aku akan berpihak kepada perasaanku
tetapi ia akan memberat sebelah bagi suatu masalah
seperti malam ini
aku berpihak bagi perasaanku
terpendam dalam ke sanubariku walaupun punca pada kesalahan aku juga
terlalu rumit untuk berkata
ia berahkir dalam satu pengtengkaran
pengtengkaran yang merupai aliran air mata, bukan kemarahan
pihak tengah memilih untuk menegakkan situasi untukku
terharu
ia lalu menukar menjadi hiba kerna aku mendengar penjelasan dari pihak yang aku bertengkar
perasaanku berbelah bagi
kerna dicampur aduk perkara luar dari puncanya
hati ke hati
aku meminta maaf darimu
syurga terletak di telapak kakimu
sekian!
Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ 1:17 AM
hey, he's back again!
the day beefore yesterday, he was in my deep deep reflection thoughts. never a miss to flash back to his past and think about the present. he was consoled by someone that near him.
tear drops!
he just told himself, he's not crying. the tears were just cleansing his eyes. just like washing away his problems.
after realising, he felt lost and wondered why the deep reflection as he should not think about it and move on.
he type out, " treasuring my second life". he was revive from death. maybe he should do something beneficial for his second life. not all people got their second life!
he browsed through blogs owned by his friends. he felt his stuck in the present. now he's totally doing something different.
perhaps he should relax.
perhaps he should stop making new friends as he need to look up for his other friends.
perhaps he should make the circle smaller and smaller.
perhaps he should lessen his current activities such as dancing and do something sociallites.
perhaps he should withdraw his money and spend it out without thinking.
perhaps he should do something more beneficial; exercise, upgrade himself with more knowledge, put himself closer to Almighty.
perhaps he need someone to love him, care for him and indulge in him.
perhaps he should be appreciated and a pat from the back.
perhaps he should limit himself
perhaps he should not stop himself by working
perhaps he should go to every love one, and kiss the person and say "i love you"
perhaps he should stop reflectioning!
the day beefore yesterday, he was in my deep deep reflection thoughts. never a miss to flash back to his past and think about the present. he was consoled by someone that near him.
tear drops!
he just told himself, he's not crying. the tears were just cleansing his eyes. just like washing away his problems.
after realising, he felt lost and wondered why the deep reflection as he should not think about it and move on.
he type out, " treasuring my second life". he was revive from death. maybe he should do something beneficial for his second life. not all people got their second life!
he browsed through blogs owned by his friends. he felt his stuck in the present. now he's totally doing something different.
perhaps he should relax.
perhaps he should stop making new friends as he need to look up for his other friends.
perhaps he should make the circle smaller and smaller.
perhaps he should lessen his current activities such as dancing and do something sociallites.
perhaps he should withdraw his money and spend it out without thinking.
perhaps he should do something more beneficial; exercise, upgrade himself with more knowledge, put himself closer to Almighty.
perhaps he need someone to love him, care for him and indulge in him.
perhaps he should be appreciated and a pat from the back.
perhaps he should limit himself
perhaps he should not stop himself by working
perhaps he should go to every love one, and kiss the person and say "i love you"
perhaps he should stop reflectioning!
Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 2:32 AM
life is full of up n down..
when ur down, no one knew.
except this H.A came along and whispered to my ear to buck up.
embrace my life.
so i reflected about my life.
I should tresured my second life. Revive after death when i had a birth heart problem.
thank you!
Wednesday, March 04, 2009 @ 2:42 PM
gues whose back. back again! wawawawawaim back after a sudden M.I.A
let me recap what i have done for the past 3 months
and mr ridhwan rahmat had revive too from his M.I.A. it happen at the same time with mine. haha. kambing betul.
im done with FYP. at last. but for me, im like hanging by a threat. On the day of interview, Mr Tan warned me. He asked whether im repeating any module which i don't. hmm, what if i say i do. i think he will not reluctant to put me back for another semester. no way im doing that.
Ya allah kasilah aku kekuatan.
Naim was giving me cold shoulders. the only way is to confront and apologize. for now, we're good! Right from the start, i knew he could nail it. i should'nt took the structuring.
-semestral examination (LAST)
dang. im not prepared. i'm seriously stuck in my bad habit, which is to procrastinate. for example, O level, i prepared months before exam. In poly exams, week before. Mst, day before. my last n final exam, ON THE DAY BEFORE. throughout the exam period, im having a cramps all over. reason being, i stop training suddenly which i used to train daily. n throughout the exam period, my parents were rather supportive in the sense of sending n fetching me, cook for me, accompany me and etc.
haha. im seriously playing black listed in mark n spencer. when my record and attendance is gooodd, i will play dirtty. come n go as i please. but if i had been warn, i will back to normal good working boy. and that's how i play the game.
i don't want to workthere anymore. i need a change of environment. im been working for 2 years down the road and there's no staff benefits: 25% staff discount, Annual leave, medical insurance and more more more. fcuking hell with naz. everytime i asked her aout the card, she will simply says why u need the staff benefits for. fcuk bodoh! she will find an excuse, oh i dont know hows ur conduct and what u made agreement back at vivo. anyway, i had worked in raffles city for a year already. isnt that good enough to earn the benefit. bloody idiot. confirm kau nyek dosa bertempek. haha (who am i to talk about dosa)
this is what i commented:
-DIAN
woosh.
past 1 month and few dayss, we been practising for our production, NADI. back n forth gg CC to practise. and as the day is dueing, we been practising daily. Kallang and Cairnhill is our temporary shelter for foods, warmth and happiness. Bonds were created especially among ama, taufeeq and me.
how about myself? hmm. not that strong. making small mistakes here and there. but alhamdulillah, i think i had improved at the end of the day. dancing is part of my passion. and i had to hide in from my parents.
reason being;
along the way, the butterfly feeling come n go as it please. but on thee day itself, nothing happen. no butterfly no shivering no what! i had no more stage fright! HAHA. so the production went on smoothly.
how about the quick change?
let me recap what i have done for the past 3 months
and mr ridhwan rahmat had revive too from his M.I.A. it happen at the same time with mine. haha. kambing betul.
.school
-fyp
im done with FYP. at last. but for me, im like hanging by a threat. On the day of interview, Mr Tan warned me. He asked whether im repeating any module which i don't. hmm, what if i say i do. i think he will not reluctant to put me back for another semester. no way im doing that.
Ya allah kasilah aku kekuatan.
Naim was giving me cold shoulders. the only way is to confront and apologize. for now, we're good! Right from the start, i knew he could nail it. i should'nt took the structuring.
-semestral examination (LAST)
dang. im not prepared. i'm seriously stuck in my bad habit, which is to procrastinate. for example, O level, i prepared months before exam. In poly exams, week before. Mst, day before. my last n final exam, ON THE DAY BEFORE. throughout the exam period, im having a cramps all over. reason being, i stop training suddenly which i used to train daily. n throughout the exam period, my parents were rather supportive in the sense of sending n fetching me, cook for me, accompany me and etc.
.work
haha. im seriously playing black listed in mark n spencer. when my record and attendance is gooodd, i will play dirtty. come n go as i please. but if i had been warn, i will back to normal good working boy. and that's how i play the game.
i don't want to workthere anymore. i need a change of environment. im been working for 2 years down the road and there's no staff benefits: 25% staff discount, Annual leave, medical insurance and more more more. fcuking hell with naz. everytime i asked her aout the card, she will simply says why u need the staff benefits for. fcuk bodoh! she will find an excuse, oh i dont know hows ur conduct and what u made agreement back at vivo. anyway, i had worked in raffles city for a year already. isnt that good enough to earn the benefit. bloody idiot. confirm kau nyek dosa bertempek. haha (who am i to talk about dosa)
oh yeah, i was transferred to food dept due to not enough staff coverage. 1 advantage, i will not bump into insecure worker such as joy. and 1 disadvantage, i will be working with wendy loh instead of wendy tang. bloody idiot. tu lagi bodoh! Why every company must have 1-2 spoilt upper management brat. dont think they could throw their authorities that they could overwhelm my patience. all the food dept had named her 'admin'. reason being, she likes to sit in office. even on weekends. i caught her red handed, doing non-important documents. babi betul. kalau aku tembak, da lama shoot. pukimak. pls remind me, to fcuk her upsidedown before i resign.
oh anyway back to the climax. i complained about her to naz. but i put in the nicest way by commenting.
this is what i commented:
- she never treat her staff welfares properly
- she talked so bloody loud- she's the one who put all the cartons outside the door and block customer's way (she denied)
- never give instruction and expect us to do it (actually OTOT but we just ignore)
- she never do the proper ettiquete of cashering.
you see im just standing up to my own justice and my rights. dont u think ur a supervisor u can just walked away. and i can be rebelious.
for example:
- there's one time she from office heading out. and i from cashier, calling her loudly, where she's gg.
- there's one time she from office heading out. and i from cashier, calling her loudly, where she's gg.
- i ever did expiry calender. wendy tang approached me, saying actually its her job. so the next morning she asked me to do the expiry calender, i simply told her off, saying thats her job. she got the cheek saying its ours, and we never do it, hence, shes been the one doing it. what the fuck. she may be bully the pity china girl, but not me biatch.
oh, the week after i 'commented' her, veron looked for me. apparently she noes about the complain. her keyword during her 'talk' was TEAMWORK. where the fcuk is her team work in the team.
oh gosh, alex is resigning and i get to noe russel is gonna resign. haha. padan muka kau wendy. all the problem willl always start from the food dept. lets see who will fall first.
enough about the politics.
anyway, i just ate sakae sushi with nixia n hui tong. it was worth it. but pls be remind, that you will be stuffing yourselfs with rice! so u gonna be full in just a short time.
enough about the politics.
anyway, i just ate sakae sushi with nixia n hui tong. it was worth it. but pls be remind, that you will be stuffing yourselfs with rice! so u gonna be full in just a short time.
.dance
-DIAN
woosh.
past 1 month and few dayss, we been practising for our production, NADI. back n forth gg CC to practise. and as the day is dueing, we been practising daily. Kallang and Cairnhill is our temporary shelter for foods, warmth and happiness. Bonds were created especially among ama, taufeeq and me.
how about myself? hmm. not that strong. making small mistakes here and there. but alhamdulillah, i think i had improved at the end of the day. dancing is part of my passion. and i had to hide in from my parents.
reason being;
1. im facing final year examination
2. they dislike culture things since quarrel outbreak bet them and my sister. my sister had went to far reaching her passion. but alhamdulillah, she had toned down and do the right thing in life, which is to be her own bredwinner.
3. they had misconcept of boys in the dancing world.
oh what happen on the day of prooduction??haha. when there in the morning. i had told abah about my activity as he had assumed right. so when there with my recent haircut. it was abit of disastrous but i can live with it. so they had sent me down to went for a trim. then get prepared for stuffs.
along the way, the butterfly feeling come n go as it please. but on thee day itself, nothing happen. no butterfly no shivering no what! i had no more stage fright! HAHA. so the production went on smoothly.
how about the quick change?
haha. luckily we were given a room. we went strip and get with another clothes. everything ok except during Joget Si Paku Geylang. As i dance, i felt my samping n bengkong was loosely pinned and feel gonna slip away. but i just adjust and went ahead. when about halfway through, it went down. i my kain fell down and my bengkonng slipping at my hand. just in time, i catch my samping with one hand. the bengkong was such a hindrance and i just threw it behind. and all the way, i dance with hand. anyway, ADIK BERADIK JATUHKAN KAIN!
the comment received was fairly good.
until now, mama had no idea. but i think she got feeling that i was dancing. she ever saw the brochures with my picture inside. dang! i just find my way out with lies.
i miss the time.
i miss the time.
to the supporters:
thank your for coming and the chocolates
to those never come:
i was dissapoiinted with everyone. cuz i think i did so much things for you all and i never feel your appreciation by not cominng to my show. i noe its exam period. but cant u just take hours off and support me? if u think about exam, at that time, u should be ready. just the my show as an entertainment. but let bygones be bygones.
if u wanna come also no tix cuz weeks after publicised, we had sold out our tix.
if u wanna come also no tix cuz weeks after publicised, we had sold out our tix.
-SP dance
u girls better find your way up!
. friends
to my NKN, thx for so much fun!such as suprise graduation party to seoul garden n karaoke.crazinessKeppel bayn more!
now im a unoffically a graduate becuz waiting for results. which i hoping to pass. mudah2an.my weekdays will be spend by sitting at home n enjoy!
now im a unoffically a graduate becuz waiting for results. which i hoping to pass. mudah2an.my weekdays will be spend by sitting at home n enjoy!
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