thursday

indirectly, i actually got no class. cuz CSW and AES are alternate and 30mins only respectively.
but need to do resume and fyp purchasing of materials.

wednesday - TEKONG/emo i guess

dang. one thing i hate about my activities are about they likely to clash everything in 1 day! SHITS

so i chose to go tekong, cuz its compulsory, a breath-taking experience and also bargain for more time for gems roleplay.

so went to changi ferry terminal by bus. kiwek, ngee ann and nanyang poly pun ada. that explain the abundance of gals. so, our class sticks together, which is weird.like im having a class trip together. dang, no photos allowed.

so firstly, the weather was cold. we step in the auditorium. so 2nd lt and a major talk about experience and what's gonna happen during ur NS life respectively. and we began our tour ard tekong. dang! the tekong island could be a beach resort sia.

so we walked around. see the packlist given, rations, check it out the bunks, toilet and entertainment room and lastly IMT - immunity military training. IMT was the eye opener. a simulator live firing rifle. i think a m16 or SAR smth smth.

and im really glad that it end early. so head back to ferry and back to expo with bus. and i rushed to changkat for POP.







so when i reached changkat, im just in time for their POP and throwing of beret to the air. and we proceed to commerce room. had presentation, powerpoint slides, picture taking and refreshment.

i have a bit of regret of not coming to changkat back. where i gain knowledge and built up myself to be a cadet inspector. i became inactively since back of ATC 07. due to performing arts. im easily aspired if im in the situation. for example, when im in the parade, i would like to come back and be a leader. and if im in a dance arena, i would like to become a great dancer. and i hate people saying, "wakpe pergi changkat balik for npcc..." obviously i had my passion. and dun ever question people's passion which are a motivation and a drive for people to do smth. question about urself first, " why u do this non-profitable things". right?

hmm.. but i dun feel welcome back like last time. the juniors CI knows what to do. they have their own things. and i can't come back and str8 away act as a advisor cuz julian was promoted to become chairman of 2009 CI exco.

i like to ask this qn to myself. "am i cut to be this and that ?"

dang! im having dilemma.

and i heard the wangsa orientation was a disasterous even though mission was completed. haiya.

and my objective of my life, be a leader, aim for the best and be the best of the best of a student, dancer, worker and life.