Sunday, September 30, 2007 @ 1:35 AM
18th bdae has been a memorable nuff
a random days in a week of celebration
presents,
wishes,
cards,
cakes,
songs,
huggies
presents,
perfume
and
dinner.
thank you!
1:24 AM
friday updates!
so went to sch for maths and micro controller tech tutorials
met nizal reading newspaper during my break
so fnished sch went to mls and lepaks.
receive call from nisya.
nisya: ey kau kat mana?
me: MLS
nisya: jumpa aku skrg! kau nk t11a ke library. aku like 5-6 mins nk ssmpai.
me:Tlla arh..
bla bla bla
hhaa
so i reached t11a
no sights of her
till like 5 mins then i saw her with shak
my heart tells me, wassup shak with her
then reza and fad in a car stops nearby
become more curious and suspicious
haha
alah
end up they gave present
sweet sia
den went to masjid wif reza, ab and fad
reza rent a car and park in sch
haha
after prayer, went mls and den MPH above SAA
mann, we got three big rooms for ourselfs man!! wohoo!
so we kinda like give our place to ssp too.
nani, su and nadia joined in
cool
we dance.dance.dance
kepala otak tgh buntu sak!!
den asked for haddad's help
we did paranawei, zapin and remix
den buka
after buka, while sitting, they sang happyily out loud bdae song
i dont noe whther its for me or not cuz mine is jst the day b4. who noes!
haddad started it first!!
alah, end up for me!
i felt good u noe
they sang for fahmie and sarah too!
a plate of fries become like imainary bdae cake and a lighter lit up looks like a candle lahr. haha
of cuz fun lah.
so bck to MPH, buat mepek2 den did a choreograph till 10 sia
haha
me, fard and adillah jd mangsa g2
den we walk off
met mira, asmida and jeff at the staircase
end up they gave me a card
aww so sweet sia
and off!
Friday, September 28, 2007 @ 12:14 AM
12:02 AM
Thursday, September 27, 2007 @ 11:49 PM
thank you for everything
my republic~went to sch and classes
on my break, watch MI3. cool.
"been diligently sms-ing for those people smsing me wishing me.
thank you peoples.
"went home and den went to airport
celebrate at swensens
i think family bawak rahmat and rezeki togther
cuz we walked into a empty space and 5 mins later, the restuarant was totally pack.
angah's fren also tag along.
REWIND>>>talking about sisters,
yesterday,
wehn i was chatting away up till midnight,
my sis asked me to open the door
and *bush*
they sang birthday song with small candle litted up
i fell wanna cry
ya allah ya tuhanku, ampun lah doas ku kpd mereka dan dosa mereka pada mu. AMIN
Reality checked!after eating our dinner, that were not really tasty enuf,
we bought a dessert
my fire house ice cream came
my sisters,
with enthusiastic, sang again birthday song. fast and joyful!
everyone were looking. damn.
i felt happy about my birthday!
otw back home, raya songs played. cool
been mesmerised by it
haddad like cyberly sang to me when i get into msn.
den he asked me to check fard's blog
mann,
got my picture on her post wif encouragement words and complements.
terharu sey.
thank you fard! that was really kind of yar!
and i checked mira's and shak's, they also posted my pictures with wonderful things about me
and asmida's with her wish on the blog.
ps: sorry of i didnt mention any one of ur name, but u wrote abt me, as i didnt check ur blog or smth
well. thats the end of my
8-in bdae.i love you guys
frens and families,
out of my joyful lifes,
if i, if i, if i
say anything bad abt u, or terluka hati alng the way. maafkan daku!
ok!
12:29 AM
went to sch for gems
such an idiot to go for gems on wed which is your free day
web design is fun dok!
mira and i were like follow instruction but our own styles. haha
den go for ssp
1 word. FUN
dance is improving
moved on!
everybody buka nasi ayam
den jumpa cik rock
den solat
den discreet rehearsal
and they sang for me HAPPY BDAE SONG!suweet!
took cab home wif shamil, nisa and fard
altogether were 20 bucks. worth it!
waty remembers my bdae!12midnight, this wonderful pple wished meI WANT PRESENTS!!!
12:20 AM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 @ 11:02 PM
1 more day left
today i catch a lot of ZzZZzZZZz
early morning went to pasir ris mrt, den once i sat down, i slept
lucky i didnt snore like last year
den i miss dover
i went to clementi instead
haha
in OOP class, i SLEPT
in SERVO, i SLEPT
in DVD room, with loud noises, i SLEPT
in SERVO LECTURE, i SLEPT
in MCT, i didnt slept cuz wanna go home.
i want camera lah
or new phone
or new top or bottom perhaps expensive ones. haha(ngada2)
hmmph, i cant wait to go muzikarama
12:43 AM
school has re-open
sedih
have to school during fasting months. mann
so i reached school late by half an hr
enter LT and den sleep
good urh
miss sch times
at the end of the day,
i feel like not to go back home
cuz u feel fun when u saw everyone
i mean each day
thats how unique i am
like wana break fast with them everyday with diff group n ages
went terawih and met nazron for cik rock
also, i wanna rush for terawih and mlm lailatulqadar
who noes the credit u got and ur sins will be washed away
amin
yeay, my bdae is coming
27th september
hello eight-in, the key to the world
everyting are excessible on this age
i wish for.
-manage for laiatulqadar
-lots of presents and suprise
-murah rezeki
-dosa diampunkan
-great wishes for my family to live to their fullest age
amin. and much more wil be coming
Sunday, September 23, 2007 @ 2:44 AM
i just realise i didnt make an entry about my advanced bdae celebration1
haha
its last thurs dat we celebrate.
my aunt were like whispering to my sis.
i expected that to make a celebration
hmm
but not like last time
where everyone gets together and eat the cake
no one were there to take pics
lucky its not my real bdae day
so.
23rd -Siti Wahyuna Binte Kassim
24th -Md Idrus Bin Abd Razak
25th -No one
26th -Wahida Amalin Bin Abd Wahib
27th -Muhd 'Aizat Haikal Bin Saini (ME!!!)
2:07 AM
hmm,
i dun wanna say anything
i jus dont like people procrastinate smth
"when i tried to make it go further, they say NO NO NO
yes i dun like, but when im gone back, u'll know know know
we aint got the time, and the head say we got 1 mnth,
den u realise u got no time time time."
crap!
stuck like intro
den scribble scribble scribble
when wanna game!!
haiz
no more talking about this feeling after this entry.
1:39 AM
every weekend
tight pants
baggy top,
2 inch short sleeve length
fake smile
penatrating heart
perky voice
cool image
running around
"tak tuk tak tuk" of my shoe
all been wif me since april this year
today, had fun
lepaks
den went to geylang
really had fun
baru rasa meriah puasa
bought songket, cheap one
my terngganu silk songket is not to my liking anymore
saw luthfi, cik mokhtar, paul, hafiz anak ibu and shuk.
all were least expected to met
the one i wish to bump into,
has not come to reality
nvm
Saturday, September 22, 2007 @ 12:45 AM
after pryer, went to geylang with as
take 100 bucks from this old ctor which has insolent attde
cuz the competition was cancelled, so we can get our money back.
when we asked for him, he turn from his table n just throw the money . bastrd jerk.
haha. along the way, as n i talk crap n catch things up.
jus get to noe, wan saw me. bastard arh dun wanna to tegur me.
all day long i was with as.
after doing wif out depts.
after im having a mood swing wif dance. no talking here k.
so went to mls. as came in.
played carom, baseball, catch the ball in a jug and badminton. haha
fun yarh.
talk silly things.
cool urh. den buka puasa den continue again in mls.
den have to be standby in the act
did it n have fun. cool. lol.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 @ 11:37 PM
wednesday.
miss gems appoinment
did poster
quarell with mom. wohoo!
tuesday.
bump into ain in mrt
noone at t11a,
went for short meeting at mls
publication. tough job
my work nothing compared to zana's pieces
4.30 start dance
no advanced.stuck.
break fast at banquet,raffles hospital
walked to bussrh st.
nth to do.
dunwan to pray
but play
bubble balloon.capteh.ice and water.sepak takraw
really had fun
captivating moments
Monday, September 17, 2007 @ 1:26 AM
sat sun,
work wrok work
my job scope now like a normal staffs
damn
a new manager, new style
buyung at last no more carry balls.
cuz abg jo doesnt like nonsence. haha
went to geylang again jus now.
1:20 AM
friday
went for prayers
met wan at the mosque
den rush to sch for dance dance dance
skali when we reached there, ssp was using our space
and quite malu arh if we would like dancing in front of them
not till its complete
so we like waiting for them to leave
momentarily, we went over to infront of the lift
kiwak
mcm lobby lift mana yg pack mautz
nisya become lift's butler
den , we had conferm our song. wohoo!
we manage to do 14counts with song
after that, we quickly change and break fast at skool. had to buy stuffs in the vending machine
went for prayer and rush to clementi to hav our proper meal
kenyang sikit
so, we hop on in a train and mom wanna go geylang. so go around n around n around till 12 n back home.
Friday, September 14, 2007 @ 12:28 AM
1st day of puasa
i enjoy it
but i bored stiff at home
sahur n slept again
woke up at 1
and watch tv all day long
keep online on msn
waiting for sumone that i can chat with
and looking for male counterparts to dance
den i went for terawih
i enjoy the ustaz creamy voice when he say the holy words
i dun noe the term
haha
__sidetrack
aku tak paham knapa engkau hindari daripadaku
zahirnya, kau tidak membuat
tapi dari batin dapat ku rasa
naluriku berkata
apabila engkau hendak mengenaliku, aku elak
tetapi, engkau mengelak pabila aku yakin terhadap perhubungan sahabat kita
engkau sudah menemaniku di alam siber selama 2-3thn
mana engkau
kemesraanmu
kerianganmu
tidak engkau memperlakukan
tidak salah engkau menyelit waktu utk aku
memberi banyak alasan yang tidak munasabah
pabila aku memperkaitkan waktu yang engkau menghibur
engkau kata itulah jarang skali kau diadakan
aku tak mahu membising
aku tak mahu menunjukkan yang aku ni mengambil titik berat terhadap sahabat
aku tak mahu engkau menggambarkan aku sebagai perempuan
Thursday, September 13, 2007 @ 1:21 AM
__sidetrack..
"sepi tanpa cinta"- manufactured by alad 21
a malay novel which i cant be part with
characters come to lifes
emotions felt, goosebumps rise
makes my day full of concentration, as if ur playing the game concentration
sit..walk..angry..in love..sleep..break
emotion/action mix into this one pathetic body
u'll understand what im trying to say
experience it yourself
__afternoon..
malay dance
an art i truly admire
played alongside with beautiful tune seeping from the instruments
such as gambus, violin, rebana, tambourine and much more
invention of new steps aint easy
i m a steps stealer
i steal one, but im improvise it to the core
as a matter of fact, it looks easy but sleeky
i do have fun doing it.
now my dilema are,
01. music
02. no boys except me
03. people hate me as i keep changing steps and take power
the day is coming nearer
gotta be strict
evrything must execute tgether
hands n legs must be standardise
a pail of ice water will be standby my side if their hands are hard as a stone
__stageDRAMA...
it is progressing
can be seen
cool
funny!
n yeah
__terawih..
1st night of ramadhan
a sacred month
where muslims gathered to a point
praying late night
to bestow with the credits
to rush for the lailatul'qadar
where your sins will be forgiven
oh almight Allah,
hope u forgive me
my sins
my actions
my insolents
my mistakes
AMIN!
n i hope, people change
im worried for them
include the strangers
im born with a gold heart
i sympathise and feel sad if they are gg hardships and gg on the wrong paths.
amin amin
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 @ 1:39 AM
angered&pissed offafter ATC
ihad to work
stupied supervisor
i told her on last sunday cuz i didnt manage to see the new manager
den she ws forcing in the nice way for me to go work
i came work, with SHAG, slack, pissed off and anger attitude
i didnt spoke to her at all
the others were jus comforting me
im ok with it
for my break, i slept and no appetite
lucky asmida were there
she bought me chix wings
that supervisor knew that there will be shifting and lck mnpower
yet she went back due to her shift
stupid
knowing that im tired ad muscle cramp,
no wonder she insist on me coming so that she can go home
FUCK OFF!
after she went back, i tried to speak witht the rest
ok lah
laughing back again
the part time people will not be working anymore
jacky will not be working anymore due to the contract
asmida also last day
and found out jc also last day in our store and trasfered to other
walauwei,
everyone gg out
left few pple
jenny ought to hire more people
i hope more youngter, cool, at least malay and a str8 guy pls
end my day and went back wif nurul
updating me abt last week outbreak and everyone's aftermaths attd
whatever
so met fais after work
on train
den chat up
and went str8 to bed when reached home
very tired man
slept till monday and woke up at 1pm
haha
and i did nth for the whole day.bored
1:25 AM
3rd, last day, SUNDAY
woke up early for breakfast preparation
campers were having PT session
boon hui make left over chix and rice
only for welfare got to eat fried rice
cool
den they had thier breakfast
and we start to clean kitchen
ytd we seek the TOs to cooperate with us not to go in n out while we cleaning the kitchen
but yet dey did it AGAIN!
everything was doing fine and fast
manage to end it like ard 9.30
so fast man
den close it fast
sofyan hit the bell twice and de sccond time,
he cut his forehead
blood were overflowing
yet he mention, he didnt feel a thing
everyone instead of sympthise, we laughed
haha
funny moments
den everything ended,
back to unit gather,
and hike back
as per normal, chngkat were last again to hike back
due to the debrefing part AGAIN
reached jetty and i been cursing cuz like no bumboat at sight
waited everyone to clear den like ard 1 hr, bumboat for us and took back to singapore
haiz
atlast, i enjoyed myself with area
cool
dad fetch me
and went bck home
12:51 AM
2nd day, saturday
rise and shine sleepy head
m having fun rather than last year
took up post as a group CI for sec 2
worse post
cuz they like new and very immature
so i woke up late
i woke up at 7
quickly get ready, didnt bathe cuz last night had my shower
so report at kitchen
hehe
so had my breakfast
and doing nth
got an hour free
go ard like 1clique in diameter from the kitchen
interact with the coordinators
like 1030,
get ready for lunch
cookin fried rice
coolness
defrost-steaming-shredding chix
cold rice
and a hot wok
jus right
everyone was content wth lunch
most of the TOs were lunch outside
better lah den nth
cuz not enuf to feed everyone
we were the last to have lunch
cook the left overs n we had alot
took out the lunch outside and ate with coord
den rast of the time, lepaks
i got no bike and the campsite is huge and i got places to cover
so being cheeky, i borrowed security's bike
no one else did before lah
but a bit paisey,
cuz instead of putting basket, he put the fan's cover
so cycled to kmg baru, old campsite
the cadets were having low rope element, kayak, rafting and topo
haha
like pro camera
but i prefer if i got a proper camera
i go ard with a lowlife camera
lucky a high memory
but a sort cam
hahaha
stopeveryone jus to take pics
most of it is in actions
actually, i been selfish
most of it, repeated campers face if in close shots
haha
den i ride to noordin beach passing by noording campsite first
u noe howfar it is
like 3 clique on foot
they were having a BSS
stands for Basic Survival Skills
to teach campers how to survive with basic things ard the campsite if we lack of man made resources
cool urh
so i did join in the fun
manage to lit up the fire
ard us were strangers jus fishing
like stupid, fish at the beach like starting of the shallow waters and up front a fence to stop invaders
but got this jus reach stranger getting me mad abt
this group of malays lah
a shag and screwed face
they think i cant heard them
esp this guy
wore a army rain coat on a sunny day
dark tone and bopeng skins
saying
"ey, why not u show them on how to lit a fire."-in malay
and one more thing make me pissed off even more
anisah was blowing the fire from the side
so of cuz u had to be in like heads-down-and-butts-up position
this fella says to his fren, if its wonderful poking his dick up to anisah
yucks
making me puke
in my mind, like cursing him and imagine his small dick
yucks
so, took group picture togther
and den hike back to campsite
cuz they will be having dinner soon
when im at campsite,
i chill out
go to campfire pit chill out with the rest
then after that i got to bring this camper to medic post
all of my welfares were there
wif wan too
haha
laugh ard and crack a joke or two
den time to make dinner
brenda were looking for her TOs cuz this camper whom i jus brought him to medic post wanna go back cuz he got a tution field trip
stupid fella, what for come right
i tot he wanna go back cuz he's sick
but his things wif his another TO
so brenda and i hd to cycled to baru again jus to serach for the TO
search high and low but she's not ard
den end up find out she's not wif her grp and at buck doing nth
smack dat!
so i joined them making spageti for dinner
den everyone prepare for campfire
we change shirt and ENAM JAHANAM go for break
me-naz-wan-man-shun tai-zul
haha
like criminal sia
after that, had dinner den did clean up kitchen
cool
so we make it in time for campfire
had really really lots of fun at campfire
den its like end of the night
den talk ard and slept
12:30 AM
this is aizat reporting to you.
hahah
fyi, im wen to ATC for the last weekend
friday
woke early morning
pack bags
my stomach was like having butterflies flyng ard
cuz having a guilt that i didnt mix much ard the area
afternoon,
went to prayer
after prayer, rush down to jetty
cuz having the thought of helping out boon hui thinking that he will reach first
end up , im the one whom reach first
slowly one by one came
atlas
boon hui came
peak siah and i got the welfares' item up and hop on in east spring's bumboat
reach ubin, and get a van
cool
peak siah and i reached campsite first
brought the items to the kitchen and prepare everything
one by one hike up
saw some external CIs coming helping us out
got my camera ready, n shoot!
goody,goody, gemollie
my fav thing to do
things were happening very fast
ard 5 we were cooking maggie for dinner
campers were having their ice breakin and flagstuffs
catch up things with the other CIs
and get to know with the newbies
soon realised u has called it a day
den we were having debrief
i realised, preparation and stuffs didnt take too much like last year
better
herman and ridzwan didnt disturb us like last year
i meant nazron and i
they interact more now
and found out they got new member for lung exercise
so for the rest of the night
we spent talk to each other
laugh at things
and i had a great time laughing at azhar's behaviour
i meant his tense up behaviour
he cant do public speaking
can u imagine, he nid to practise in front of us doing PT and
repeated it a few times
and den he like saying out what he will say it to the camper the next morning
and herman and wan gt him bullied
we like making him a scapegoat
and its like time for me to sleep
lucky no PT for welfare.
Friday, September 07, 2007 @ 1:37 AM
hmmmz
been pretty hectic days for me
k,
last monday,
cik naknah, cik wiyah, abgyan and hs family came over to my hs
dey stop by after making a visit to their relatives funeral
dad bought lots of things for them
after rain stops,
we sent them back to wdland
after that went to obek's hs
mateen was cranky
den at night went to bik nini's hs
visit them
den off
next day was tuesday
early morning went to jb
obek, bibik, mateen and bia tag along
gr8 arh
jln2
here and there
played with mateen
carry him here and dere
den went to bik nini hs
tuition those lil fellows
scold saiful in order to make him wake up from his mistakes
yeah, n he did
den went back hm
den aunt mar msg that she wanna stop the tuition
my heart like whispering to me like its gr8 mann
but i can sense that she was pissed off and i felt gulity too
wed
morning-dance prac
afternoon-mzk rehearsal
night-brief
been a joyful day
thurs,
woke up wif pain body
serious
till now
went to barber wif nazron as he was locked out n gonna go to work
so tag along
after cuttin,
go lungies.
den go beach rd wif shak
bought 2 track pnts and zip lock for 20 bucks
n a slip in shoe for 22 bucks
i dunno i can bargain well
hahah
den met nisya at lib and den jln2 at bugis junc for a while den off im home
pack bag
i dunnno why i got this nervous feeling
and tmr, i lazy to bring laptop over
damn
Monday, September 03, 2007 @ 1:06 AM
sat n sun work
tmr new manager will come in and work
as for today,
stand in at foods
with 2 guys under me
rosmah last day work
benny came to do some work
kak ita was furious
kak izan n her guy came by
the guy was a small built
kesian sey
and unxpectedly, rabia and her fren stop by
she shop ard lah
i decide to stay till closing
no people ard
pity them
so did till closing count money and watsoever
ard 10 plus,
everyone was about to knock off
when kak ita shout
she supposed to finish up by tonite
she shout n shout
pity her lah
and henry retaliate
nabei
a choatic place sia
haha
i walkd out and laugh laaugh
trouble people working in progrss
Saturday, September 01, 2007 @ 2:30 AM
friday: 31.08.2007
Happy Teacher's day to all in Singapore
if im not wrong, it will be syafi's bdae.
my childhood primary sch fren.
woke up went to mosque,
met my changkat buddies.
woah.
a full squad thou. only males
went home and went to Npcc
recognition parade and den bdae bash
although my bdae like counting down from digit no. 27,
they still celebrate
they made a card for us
so sweet
quite a happy moment
when we change and about to go out from sch, notice the coordinators were there
i dont really like people coming down to ur unit and see u running ur unit
yucks
hate that
hmm.
keeping in contact with nisy
well girl, miss u
childhood fren
slalu ajak mkn lambat tau
haiyo
so ate KFC with ashraf-s
lung exercise and went back home
watch sutun2 and bring it on again or nothing. wohoo!
den chat with jeff.
and gg to bed soon. sleepy
tis' the way