Wednesday, August 30, 2006 @ 4:07 PM
ytd was ok lah.
went to
swimming pool wif my sis n her frens.
syam n dunno hu.
haha
her fren's
nipple was ugly man.
like an island wif rocky roads on it. chiish!! hha
so bored.
i duuno whether im gonna take up sum jobs or jus stick at home n do the chores n run errands.
this
friday, got the stupid peer mediation
then
saturday go to HTA open hs. cum as a CI.
den
sun got Tun Perak n Tun Sri Lanang. adiratNa performing.. Gud LUck Galss..
den following
Wed im gonna go to skool at 9 got preparation. den at 2 will depart..
"all ABoard!!!" haha.. cruise.. here i cum. hhahaha
return home on
fri.den the following
mon i got Kayaking Course.
paid by NPCC Hq. hahah
best2..
den bulan ramadhan Is ard the corner
on de
27th sept is my BDAE!! hhaa
wee
its on puasa mth. haha.. mana tau dpt rezeki n rahmat. hahah
haha
hope got lotsa things
ahaha
wish lists!!!haha
01. new clothings --> levis ker, top man ker..02. new determination03. lotsa pocket money04. new goals05. new me06. a mp3/4 .. minimum 1gig. hha --> siapalah org yg baik hatihaha
n lotsa.
thick skin sia. haha
Sunday, August 27, 2006 @ 10:17 PM
hola~
wei tina.. jeles per i got kiss partner
haha
i got kiss partner during my inspector course
haha
kwang kwng kwang
btw
todae so bored
at home alone
hmm
chat at ALAMAk
haha2
jus returned from dinner
so full
lets tok abt ytd..
haha
it was so fun ytd..
in da morning,
went to changkat changi
got parade lah.. hehe
took the sec1 gals. they were gudd mann. haha
den i treat dem MAGGI.. haha
got field cooking.. they were such a pain in my ARsE
afta dat, got CCSYAA
short form for
Changkat Changi Sec Youth Alumni Assocation
hha
sound BIG
got this thingy for x-Changkat
haha
im de first batch.
den vote for the stupid exco members den i turn up to be the
asst. treassurer sia
haha
mampos
went home n sleep
haha
den went to the pit.
so happy to meet them all
haha
i was ambushed by this kids when reached at the pit
haha
miss afiq kecik lioa
den lepak
NYJC gals didnt cooked the stuffs properly
but im grateful coz there's lotsa dishes n fingeriees
den get our DVD
haha
lepak2, play game, take a stroll wif falina
haha
den went off
aha
miss all those AD peeps
haha
walked to the bustip wif sum of the gang nhop in da bus wiff nazif and aishah.
muacks
so giddy sia
reached home, took a bathe n den
watch the dvd.hehe
den fall asleep..
p.s ; to luqman.. sorry cant turn uo early cuz i got npcc training. owe u one
Thursday, August 24, 2006 @ 1:54 AM
helo~
hey
thx guys for the concerns dt u show to u
hhee'
but weird dt u wanna look like me
like sky
kwang kwang kwang
oOo~ way to freaky
haha
woke up late
my mom cooked chix liver
jus eat fir the sake of eating
hahah
den
went out
buy SKL
hehe
den meet up wif namirh n adam
she took her ferst puff
adam too
hh
soo de funny
den watched spectaculars
woah
hady was amazing
but when we review back,
he was wearing a snow cap
but tell u wat
HE DIDNT WEAR AT THE TIMEE
haha
camera trick
put xtra accesories
so boys and gerls
haha
dun play wif camera.
haha
guys.. meet u
on SATURDaY
haha
bluek bleuk bleuk
cam whoring and ton k!!
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 @ 3:57 AM
3:25 AM
the theme of this picture is..
' releasing the butterflies in me'
hehe..
hmm
didnt do well for one of my modul.
damn shit.
dun wanna tok abt it..
haha
btw
thx my frens
dearest chombi, tino0ot, hakim, ama, zee, jason, hilmi and the others
thx for the comment and the support
aha
i post it wif a reasn too.
ferst
is to express my feelings
second
to c how care and concern my frens is for me
thx
muacks
hearst u lots..
hahah
Saturday, August 19, 2006 @ 2:56 AM
today is present.
yesterday is my past,
and tomorrow is my future.
hmmph.
thinking of my future ahead.
erk, having a hang over.
due to my sleepiness, not alcohol.
ok. i'm seriously fully aware of my surroundings.
and aware of myself.
i always motivate myself,
saying,
"aizat, you must confidence in yourself,believe in yourself,
and reach for you goals.
mind over body."
hmmph.
i ate large servings for my meals.
i consume a lot of unhealthy stuffs.
its now the right time for me to get a change of myself.
get improve!
hmmph.
first step, to concentrate on my studies.
secondly, to work on my body.
ok, im going to tell something.
however, please do not assume anything. or jumpt to any conclusion.
keep your own perception to yourself.
here goes.
ok.
wherever i go, wlking against the current,
my eyes are focusing on guys.
ok, not yet.
focusing on them because i want to be like them.
as in, great built, good looking, having cleft chin.
hmm.
wearing nice merchandise
nice clothes.
thats my aim.
only my appearance .
not changing aizat that you all know.
for myself right now,
i having problem looking out for my clthings.
yeah,
i having a hard time just to look nice.
for my own benefits.
from what i know now,
i still able to look good even though i'm big.
hmmph.
hahaks.
ok dats it.bull-shark.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006 @ 2:44 AM
hehe.. seriously todae was fun argh..
ok listen up.. mad at my mum this morning..
wat the hell u chirp away in this beautiful morning...
hehe.. wake up at 12 quickly bathe n met
imran at hs house. walk to the bus stop. took a smoke break. den we were toking abt amirul, this guy whu jus livin ustairs at the second floor above us.. hehe. i saw this famili, a man n a woman na daughter. i said to imran..
"entah2, ini famili amirul.." ahaha.. he dont giv a damn shit to them .. hehe.. tok crap den took 34 to
airport.. wanna study sey..
PEEE module.. smgt tau.. hehhe
den reach airport .. met my
2nd sister to ask for a stick.. hhehe.. we both like jakon sia c airport.. how i miss airport. the place where i study for my o levels sia. den ask $2 from her.. hehe.. den go 3rd level to play pool. seriously i lost touch in pool. ahah. all the credits went to imran.. u idiot fool. hahaha. laughs..
den took the skytrain.. hehe.. like so jakon.. hehhe.
den walked toward macd.. ate macd.. walauwei.. so expensive sia.. hhha..
jus pay for it argh..
left
70cents in my pocket... sob sob.. hehehe
den started to study.. imran loosr his intrest in his study while im diligently wryting down notes..
hehe
fcuk ofFfFf..
wen toff ard 4.30.. so cold.. hehe..
took 27 den stop at century sq..den go to Tampines mall. go round n round n round. at ferst saw
masmonah.. nama punya lah old fashion.. heheh.. she wif her Npcc frenz which i knew too. ehhehe.. she's actuali my relatives.. hackkare~ dun reli noe her.
den saw aMaR~ hehe..
he forever look SlEngEr.. aku tanya lain, jwb lain.. hehe.den nowhere to go but to go down the escalator again.. hhehe..
while toking to this slenger, saw HaiqAl, SalAmAh n anisSah. their otw gg to but atiqah's present. hehe.. ok.. tok2 n laugh2 n dismiss.. hehe. dismiss sey..
hehe. den amar went off w/o saying a werd.. punya lah slenge budk nie..but he looks mature lah. hehe. den after that.. went off gg towards challenger.. on the way there..
saw danial azry. my fav boy in npcc.. hehe. wave at each other n walked off...
ok... now walking towarrds challenger..
den saw masyurah n sani.. my npcc colleague.. hehe. jus wave at them.. reached challenger.. jus to look ard.. computer stuffs. oklah.. den saw this gerl which look veri familiar to me which met at AD.. hehe..
ok den saw cikgu abidah.. hehe.. then she smiles.. hehe. she say" dont kol me cikgu.. hehe.. i still remember u but if u kol me cikgu.. i will start thinking since whn my student look so matured" heheh.. ok lah.. den walked off again.. den after browsing ard walked down the escalator..
den saw agil, hanafi, nadirah(sis) and ifa.. haha..
so the kecoh sia.. den walk wif them towards the library which was their next destination. for me n imran.. we were walking toward bustop..
imran dont mind i wif my frens.. hehe. so ok.. den at last we depart..
den cross the road.. saw sani and masyurah again. hehe.. den walk again toward the bustop..
met amirull.. den guy we mention earlier on at the very ferst part of the story. eheh.. den we talk.. amirul was quite keeing to himself.. hehe.. of cuzlh.. so long nvr met n and end up meeting again.. of cuz u will feel awkward to tok ryte?? heheh.. den i ask him whether his sister wearing a scarf.. den he siad no!! ok.. wateva it is .. the bus is soooo super slow.. heheh.. we wait for it from 10 mins ago.
den amirul's parent fetch him. hehe.. in da car was familiar as wat i mention n senn earlier on.. so its true that thy were amirul's famili... hahaha..
den the bus is finally here n took a ride home..
u c.. hehe.. the one u didnt saw in long tyme end up meeting everyone in oneday.. hehe.. isnt the werld small.. yeah i do believe that.. as in .. as days goes by.. n u make lotsa new frens.. u will noe that he/she also related to sumone else u noe.. hehe.. isnt that amazing.. heheh..
imran was saying.. "eh, kau ni popular eh" hehe.. i reply.. "biasaklah.. aku kan popular n frenly".. hehe..ok lah peeps.. i think i will resume posting after my examination.. hey u noe wat.. i study the wrong thing. suppose to be DE.. haiz..
Sunday, August 13, 2006 @ 11:20 PM
walla walla haloo!
haRK-PuIk!!
haha
wanna tok bt ytd!
yesterday ws sat!!
so in da morning i went to unit.. as per normal.. a movie day.
watched eight below.. abt dogs in the snow or smth. hhehe
8dogs.. maya, max, dowey,buck,truman, shadow, shorty and old jack.. so cute sia..
esp maya.. hahah
stop toking abt dogs okay... haha.. islam mengatakan haram utk bersentuh ngan ajing anjing yg tgh baca ini.. haha
haha
den quite mendak-ing at home. wait for my parents to fetch me n go roundings.. haiz.. but end up they at clementi..
hmm.. at ferst quite sad tot of jus kirim salamz to the sky.. haha..
wat i mean is that ytd was the las day for the firewerks.. haha..
so cant go.. n end up hav to send the regrads to the sky.. haha
ok ok!!
manage to go for it.. out from home at 7.30pm..
sial-lah. so many people on the platform.. hhaha
dun bother..
reach raffles at ard 8 like dat.. den i walk from there to esplanade.. all my frens at another end sia.. include topet.. hahaha.. mcm betul jek aku nie..
walk from one point to a point like a fashion show.. haha.. walk so fast like catwalk sia.. haha.. cant deny it.. ok..
i reached at the bridge gg to esplanade at ard 8.10..
urgGhH.. i forgot.. there's a roadblock.. haiz..
thinking of gg back n find sum ways.. den wanna take the stairs.. but many pple wee stuck dere.. bad option..
haha
as usual..typical malay n gerls will do sum crazee stuffs.. drink, shouts, resisting temptations wif their love one.. haha.. erkk..
haha
u noe wat.. im de one hu like to observe pple. esp malay dudes and babes..
becuz u will c typical pple whu are polluting the ur own RACE. haiz. but its fun to noe it. haha.. i LiI-oke.. seriously.. no joke. haha
in the end, the security guard let us go. walk as fast as i could. so pack. cannot walk. haha
ok then got this grup of malay guys whom i met at the roadblock previously. they were following behind me. the ironic part is.. they were drinking wif StRaws... erkk.. so funny.. noT coOl. aha.. like gerl.. even the gerls who were drinking vodka down there didnt even touch the straws.. they jus drink from te bottle.. haha..
ok.. along the way.. i feel like moshing n grinding pple.. haha..
rubbing my crotch all over pple.. haha..
its ok to have malay pple ard u.. haha..but sumtimes i did hav to follow indian guys from behind.. eEw.. so smelly..
hehehe
like real.. then malay couple will hug among da crowd.. so jeles man.. haha.. y do i hav to sia.. haha..
den end up i watch the firewerk alone.. haha..
so funny man.. den after the firewrk over.. go to padang to find my frens.. go round n round.. cant find dem..
saw ain.. haha..
she ask.. " sorang ker..." hah..
i reply " taklah.. td g toilet. skrg carik kwn.. haha."
haha. hav to white lie u noe.. haha'
jus wanna cover line..
haha
dun wanna to tickle pple'e heart if they noe i went to watch alone. haha'
so i did manage to go out from the crowd. went to marina sq.
at last.. got netwerk n get thru aisyahbi. haha..
den i rush over to fullerton bridge dere.. haha. den met dem along the way..
took pics.. haha..
topet wif his member n i took tio0ot wif me lah.. haha
den went to lau pa sat n lepaks. saw rizal n chombi..
n quicly went back wif dilaa-chombi ... cuz my mom already starts to chirp.. haha.. sounds wrong.. CHIrpIng.. chirp chirp chirp..
sorry for the bad english.. hahah.. tired argh
8:44 PM
hahahah... sing sum songs.. medley argh..
ssp peeps.. during our walla walla dee training.. (AD)
hehe.. so fun
Thursday, August 10, 2006 @ 10:58 PM
weIiI~~
u noe wat.. ytd i reli had a bad experience..
not a bad one lah.. but actuliie a funny one.. haha n a scary one.. lol
hahha
ok .. last nyte, i was playing my laptop.quite late .. ard 3+ am..
hehe..
den heard this whitsling sound outside my window..quite terryifying.. haha.. luckily i draw my curtain down..
actuali
wanna moves closer to the window wanna check it out..
BUt its a sTupId idIot thing to do ryte..
Hu Noes dos CreaTures is Jus Infront Of Ur Nose..
i jus off my lapTop. n cover my blanKey over me n sleep str away..
dat nyte tot of running away from that room n rush over to my parents room. heheh. FuHHHh!!wat eva..
woke up at ard 11.. hehe.. den chat wif topet..
hehe.. we xchange "movies" argh.. hehe
den bathe n lepaks..
doing nth much todae..
at nyte chat wif asmida, wan n afi.. asmida making me laugh.. afi reminds me of skool days n wif wan.. we tok crap..
hehe..
afi afi.. my best pal in my secondary skool days.. we're close since sec 3 ..
hmm .. wat to do..hehe
we will go together anywhere.. hehe
he's in 4e3 meanwhile im in E2. hha.. its fun to be ard him.. still remember when
o levels study period.. always staying back in skul till late nite.. giving each other motivational push..
haha..
eat Old chang kee!! den lepaks.. puch card ferst to take attendance n den go east point makan n went back to changkat to study again.. hehei always gather my spirit n motivational from him. cuz he can focus on his study..
hehe.. gg thru that period for the past few mths..
hmm
last tyme.. when ur in sec skool.. u will sey.. cant wait to be in tertiary skool..
haiz. but now
i dare to say.. I MISS SECONDARY SKOOL..esp ur in ur final year..
u miss the
fun laughter intructions uniform scolding punching of teachers punishments n so On>. .. hahah
serious !!! haha..
den study n exams during hari raya!!
did i tell u ... hmm.. u will enjoy the most when ur in sec 4s.
i love A n E mATHS LESSONS for ur INFO..haha.. great tcher..
my maths tcher will cum ard n check us doin werk..my fone n Mp3 will be on the desk.. he will sum ard pick up my things n disturb..hehe
hhe.. i dare him..
"mr Lim.. slap my face if u dare" den he raise his hand n slap.. haha.. he laugh all the way.. den slapped himm lah.. heheh... den we starts to lauggh again..
i like HisTOry/SS lesson becuz i can slack my way thru..
hehe.. n i like my tcher too..
mr nahar.. always kol him
" eh NAhAR.."haha
always create joke..hehe..hehe.. den our class always starts after recess.. haha.. he's discipline master..so he will cum late.. hehe.. n in his class.. always copy down stuid thingy argh.., hehe.
always punch his tummy n his arm.. he will definitely
punch me ferst.. hehe.
punching a discipline master..(sounds WRONG)... hehe
hes frenly for final years student onli... hehe.
den fr my DNT tcher..
mr LIm n Mr chan.. can ronggeng man.. hehe.. always escape from class.. n giv an excuse wanna do projek.. hhehe.. hhe..
den the
werkshop assitant.. ( mr eunos).. always Joke2 wf him n disturb him..
hehe.. but he helps alot fr our projek argh..
den this two tchers will always catching us ard to finish up our projeks n folio..hah.. cuz the whole class taking dnt mah..
troublesome.. hehe..
alahai~~
hehe.. i got 3 malay tcers.. hehe
actuali two lah.. but one went to overseas to study again.. hehe.. den came the third one.. they are ..
cikgu hasrita, alia n hasanah.. hehe.. they all were roX!! hehe.. always make fun .. haha.. cikgu alia is a bit
slenger2.. hehe.. fun sia..
haiz.. u c!! jus one nyte i can xpress my feeling abt my sec life.. hehe..how i
miss those period of tyme!!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006 @ 10:34 PM
HalOoO..
tuesday:hey hey!! todae
woke up late dat cause me not to turn up the NDP celebration at changkat...
haha..
but proceed wif my handsome sleep.. (sounds so wrong!!!)
haha.. hack care!
gg to skool in my new jus bought in thailand shirt.. perfectly fits me dat makes me looks tough..
cool!! haha..
Ok Ok!! did my prjects n end at 5 pm..
hmm.. met amal n wait fr that FATICUS .. hmm.
pUiiH! hate his presence.. make me wanna slap him..
den met tina n fana at fareast.. kecoh man..
den ate BK n str went to vctoria theathre..
met abah n mama, angah n bia..
watcha the shows n took pictures afta datt !!
i lIkOoE!! hehe
ate at lau pa sat!! sial lah.. lotsa pple down there..
den went back home..
haha
wednesday!!!hmm.. todae woke up late n went to bik nini hs.. hah.. lepak n watch NDP celeb in da TeeViE..
hehe
cool.. n went back home..
hmm.. lets tok abt love!!
shud i tok n
french or
malay or
english..
hmm
how eh how eh..
Oh NO sHIT!! im
EMo-Ing aGAin!!
kwang kwang kwang.. dot dot dot.....
hahaha
ok lah.. tok in various language lah
love .. lotsa definitions in it..
sum pple say its a sacrificial.. (hmm.. sounds wrong.. tok in maly argh)
cinta itu buta..
apa yg dikatakan oleg khalayak orang ramai..
bercabang kepada ramai aspek aspek ..
aku sendiri tidak paham apa maksudnya cinta..
cinta itu ble mmbawa berbagai2 perasaan..
iaitu.. gembira, sedih, menawan dan hingga tiada kata2..
haiz.. ya! aku mmg ble cinta sesiapa dan bgaimana..
cinta kod ibu bapa, cinta kpd kawan.. cinta kpd negeri..
BUuUUKanN!!
aku tidak akn memperbualkan topik ini..
aku akan menengahkan cinta sesorg..
jika anda melihat dunia ini.. begitu senang mereka jatuh cinta..
LOVE Is BEauTifUl~
l'amour est beau~cinta Itu IndAh~~haiz.. amour pour le
sexe ? amour pour
la beauté ? ou l'amour par l'itslef de
personne alors est venu le long beauté et
sexe que je vraiment ne comprends pas des personnes de nos jours. il me fait coincé dans un dilemme. ok correct ! cette personne. je veux connaître cette personne vraiment bien. il fait mes battements de coeur mais je ne sais pas si cette personne est sérieuse ou pas ou loyalement avec moi tandis qu'im pas autour. im vraiment confus. cette personne est un type de la personne que le does'nt veulent pour indiquer la couche intérieure pourtant d'im vraiment effrayés.
lets not tok abt this animore.. lets leave it by itselfs.. ok..
haiz..
when i wanna study man!???
hahaalways like this.. stress of myself for not studying!!
sounds wrong ryte!! haha
Tuesday, August 08, 2006 @ 1:11 AM
hey!!testing testing!!
cobaan cobaan!! hehe
hehe..
todae was quit fun!!
hhehe.. not abt skool!! obviously the
structured programming i didnt performed well..
haha..
not abt that..
cuz of my event after skool that makes my day happier!!
haha
PasSing out pArade for
39th batch of NCOs (2005/2006)!!ok this is wat happen.. get out from maths class earlier..
aboard the train n quickly rush to changkat..
hehe..
my appearance in changkat was a shock to them..
cuz 4 of the CIs cannot cum for the POP as we were having clas..
however, we appeared.. 4 of us..
but
im not in uniform as it was a last minute decision..
haha..
waty shout my name as i entered the skool compound.. ahah
suprisingly
NOT!!waty, shazameen n gaya's mother was ard too..
sum of the UGs n sum tchers.
hehe
the sec 4s was reli reli excited..
cant help it but to join the fun as well.
hehe..
6.15 was the tyme to announce the parade. hmm
well prepared. quite nice.
but i like the handing over of unit to the sec 3s NCo jR~~
hehe;
so pretty damn nice largh.hehe.. i like where the handing over of the NPcC flagz. hehe
hmm..
after that we went up to AVA n hav sum presentations..
waty was oredi crying.. hehe.. she's relli enjoy her moments durng npcc..
i can c that.. hehe..
we hug n smiles n took pictures..
then head to eastpoint hvaing dinner as our stomach was oredi gruMblIng... heheh
den i went str home..
p.s.. Sec 4 Ncos~~we were together having fun when im embarked in the year of 2002 n graduAtes in the year of 2005.. the days whereby im still a cadet.. we play hard n study hard too.. heeh
now back in 2006.. im embarked my life as a cadet inspector..
im sorry if im harsh n i scolds u guys..
i
lurve u guys..
i
miss the moment together..
so.. i hope u all will pass ur major exams wif fFlyinG coLOUrs.. aite!!
look back at What u hAd done for the pass few Years when U serving In npcc..
apply to it..
u all are a good leaders.. born to be in it..
hehe..
I WANT A WCI in CHANGKAT!!!
ehehe
wish u all the best!!
jasper, julian, waty n soleha will be the nominess for CIBTC dec 2006..
make me proud u guys..
n i strongly recommanded the gals.. heheh
sec 3s~`
do ur best n ToOk the exaMples Of Ur seNiOrs.. no power struggle n
NCOS ALL THE WAY!!
viva la area 9regards
CadEt IncpEctor mUhammad 'AizAT hAikal Bin sAini
D'05 CIBTC
Sunday, August 06, 2006 @ 10:30 PM
helo
beuatiful gals n charming guys... hehe
haha
like real..
heheh... gotta ryte my blog in english.. hmm.. how bout french.. perhaps later argh!
haha!
Saturday!
early mornz got up ard 7!
however.. u noe.. this itchy hand of mine reach my fone n off the alarm... hahah
gotta sick of it.. lol
woke up ard 7 plus n quicly bathe!
den rush to bedok to meet fard, nish n hilmi..
next stop, JURONG EAST!
hehe.. gonna b the supporters for the Bowling comp.. hehe
meanwhile.. while waiting fr this train to reach our destination, we tok craps.. took pixs.. hehe.
hee..
i gave this green packet of sweets to them.. haha.. called Sour!!
haha.. yeppie..(p.s cant wait fr thm to eat it .. )
hah.. out of the blue, i starts to laugh when they abt to eat the sweet..
we make a pact.. we hav t eat it at the count of 3..
well.. here goes!!
1..................2..............3.. NGAPPPPP!
hehe..
i starts to make silly face at themm!!
HmMmm.. manis nyer.. manis nyer( so swit)
but in fact.. the sweets are super duper hyper sour man!!
hehehe
all starts to make that crampy suCky face!
heheh
den reach there at ard 10 plus.. met eiypin rushing dwn.. u noe wat.. he's LATE.. hahah
den saw An at the interchge wif his bulky PURPLE hiking bag.. hehe... EeEeW..
den took bus 52 n reach chevron in no tyme!!
met the AD guys n help dem out packing the lunch pack!!
wanna noe the results??
hehe.. SSP came third in da comp!! comprising of Z, JAD, falINA, n ZANA!!
congrat guys!!
hehe.. alahai..
LOoOOooOOng stooory CUT sHOrt!!
den go to town.. den go home n lepaks.. hahaha
SUndAy!
go jemputans .. den
fetch bik nini, mmg rzak, nisa n ahmad..
go sim lin.. simpy aving fun ..
den go mkn t ECP... den stroll along the beach looking at the sandcastles.. hehe
den go home!
eheh.. the end!
Friday, August 04, 2006 @ 8:29 PM
assalamualaikum semua!!!
hahah..
erm.. ive been yearning to wryte my blog in malay..
hmm.. here i go...
alahai...
apa aku nk ckp ehk...
hmm.. semua ok argh hari ini..
smpai skola.. mata masih layu.. haha.. takleh angkat bebs..
lps tu trus buat projek.. terPAKSA.
at last.. DA HABIS!! continue tdo kat t16.. penat beb..
sufian tunggu aku smpai aku bgn argh!! kesian..
hmm. den met arip at spmls.. den pegi fc 3..
terserempak syikin, azlin, amalina n nadia... miss all this gerls..
haha.. slps tu g audi amik cert AD.. participation cert..
hmm..
ezadd-hieqal melayang ke awana~~
aku merasa aku sudah dipulau oleh teman2 ku..
hmm. aku slalu membawa menemukan teman2ku kpd teman lain..
hmm.. aku kini berasa sedih.. merasakan yg aku tidak diperlukan..
aku hanya boleh memeluk diriku ini sendiri..
aku hanya bertepuk sebelah tgn...* sob sob*
hmm.. aizat aizat..
bila kau mahu bangkit dr kelemahanmu aizat..
bila bila??
kau slalu.. slalu memberi keyakinan diri kpd orang lain.. tp knp kau tidak memberinya kpd dirimu sendiri..
kau hanya bergantung kpd seseorg itu..
kau tau knp?
kerna seseorg itu membawa mu kebahagiaan!!
wahai org2 luar.. kau tidak akan paham apa aku rasakan..
bukan kebahagiaan itu yg kau pikirkan..
kau tdk akan paham apa yg tersirat di dlm lubuk hati ini..
aku berasa kesunyian..
MUHAMMAD 'AIZAT HAIKAL BIN SAINI
bangkit.. Bangkit.. bangkit dlm dunia fantasy itu..
kau telah mefoya2.. kau telah mempermainkan mereka...
kau tahu tak bahawa itu berdosa!!
kau harus mencari kebahagiaan mu sendiri..
aku.. aku berasa kehilangan.. jasa2 baik ku terhadap org kadang kala tidak dihargai..
harus kah aku berterusan kelak.. dan mampu menahan melihat kebahagian mereka sementara kamu melawan kata2 hati?
kau tahu tak kata2 hati itu jahil... ia boleh membinasakan org!! kau TAHU ke tak?
aizat aizat..
kau tahu tak kau ini .. kau ini mmg tak guna..hanya mengukir senyuman ... yg tdk ihklas..
hahaha. aku tahu.. kau cuba sedaya upaya melawan kata2 ku.. woah.. bgus2!! sudah lama kau mampu menahan..
aku... aku tidak berthn lagi.. aku ingin shaja memekik sekuat mungkin..
sob sob
aku ini hanya mampu menangis kesendirian..
.. ya allah!! tunjukkan aku arah tujuanku.. kuatkan iman ku..
aku berharap bahawa org diluar memahami apa yg tersirat ini.. terlalu mendlm rahsia yg ku pikul ini..aku tidak berthan lagi..
aku tidak mempunyai kwn yg sejati.. memahami perasaan ku yg keombang ambing nya...
haha..
walaupun ada.. beberapa hari kemudian.. chish!! akan juga menghilang pada aku baru kenalkan.. haiz..knp lah aku begini..
slalu mengukir senyuman walaupun sebaliknya aku berasa sedih..
knpa? knapa?
haha.. hnya tuhan yg memahami perasaanku ini!!
biar ia jd nokta tanya pada diriku ini..
sekian .. wslm..
Thursday, August 03, 2006 @ 11:59 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006 @ 9:33 PM
yea yea yea....
hahah.. *hakdush hakdush*now got new quote.. NONG CHOK NYEAh!!like real onli..hmMmm... let me see wat i did over the past few days..
Monday-----hmm..
let me see ok..
hmm... did nth .. jus study yet slacking.. kwang kwang kwang..
well.. met aishahbi, nisha n nizal..
they r so close.. hmm.. im da one hu bring them together.. but im not in da society..
well..
dats always happen.. i dunno if i wanna introduce new frens to another fren.
nong chok nyeah betull..
didnt tok much like the past..
listen to UNFAITHFUL by rihanna..
hmm.. meaningful lyric..
this is how i wanna let out my feelings..
j'ai rencontré cette personne. ce qui si j'indiquent au sujet de cette personne ce que le lyrique est environ semblable au mon realife. je me suis senti le regret quand je suis venu au sujet du lyrique vous savent qu'il n'y a aucun mot pour décrire certaines choses. j'ai écouté cette chanson environ que 50 fois écoutent à plusieurs reprises encore juste bien et ceux qui comprennent le français, son un ok de fille !i dun even noe eversince when i starts to wryte in french..
den go hougang n ate our dinner.. nasi ayam
PENYEK!!hehe
...
tuesday___.. same thing..
haha.. den go meet up the NP cast...
yea... cant wait!!
haha..
at first met yanti, fana n tina.. haha..
den wait for taufik at macD as it was a hot whether...
den he came wif his slumbers.. haha
n den slowly walk to HAzWAnI!!
ate chix fried rice ... a huge serving man!! same wif taufik... ahaha
arip nasi pataya n the gals chix noodle..
hehe.. tok craps.. still continue the joke which is taufik n i are a couple.. haha.. a GAY one.. haha
den rizal came after we finished our dinner.. wat duh!!
smoke break wif taufik!! talk about schools and each respective phnes kept ringing.. we simply ignored it...
however this tina had this wild idea that we doin sumthing else.. so insolent..
haha...
woah.. rizal kept pestering me..haha.. luckily wif my self art defencee skills dat i learnt myself..
i manage to avoid from his hand that like to tickles me!!
hehe..
taufik lah nk manja2.. hahahmampos!!!chat wif luqman.. well u noe how i met him..
i met him at this sermon by this malaysian religous guy!!
haha.. ok basically my dad n i were sitting at the last few rows .. tis luqman was jus t 6 seats away to my left.. if im not mistaken.. den i kept pestering my dad to buy me KEBAB!! haha...
it droolls me whenever i try to imagine me!!
haha.. den my dad finaly went out to buy it.. suddenly drops of rains starts to fell.. n it becomes heavier..
well ... everyone move into the tentage n the one hu sits on the seats must cramp together.. as in we will be sitting arm to arm n close each other front n back.. i got no exception but to give away the seats which i reserved for my dad.. so happen that luqman stood up n sit besides me!!
hehe.. ok.. the sermon in not the bored.. i like this religous tcer.. haha.. cuz its so funny n manage to attract the crowd.. that is y i there for... ahah.. but i manage to break the ice between me n luqman cuz its geting bored n crazee laughing alone when listen to the jokes.. haha.. wat eva..
so thats the scenario where i met luqqman.. n i met him again during the AWAllah dondang production.. he's in NIE not NTU!!
so he's an outgg guy n friendly.. so whenever i chat wif him.. no big deal urgh!!
wednesday__ok.. class was ok again..
then went to libraryy.. initially wanna do our projects.. but end up i slept in da middle of adam n salman playing CM!!
haha
the thing is
.. i SNOred!! kwang kwang kwang.. paisey
haha.. den went to the NDP observant.. so crappy man.. nid to go t12 to get the shirt.. so plain but quite nice btw.. hahah
de thing is at Stadium..
epin was pestering me to do bhangra dance.. heh.,.. the program instal fr us are also crap.. luckily goit hong yee besides us.. we like laugh tru out the programme lor.. disturbing the people ard us.. making joke of dem.. .. so dats it .. n went back home!! finally.. tmr no skool.. but still wanna cum cuz wanna settle our projects..
hmm.. i wondering abt my unit now.. 3 weeks i didnt came... haha.. doesnt feel gud.. ahaha.. up to me lah.. hahah
tis' the way