will there be any kind souls whu will step forward to giv me a helping hands..

i seriously nids help..

ferst: there's nth for me to stress abt skools.. jus all the attitudez... the perangais of those guys..

for example khalaf.. he simply irritates me.. hmm.. will distrct pple.. then will make us spoonfed him..
den khai.. he's been an input rather than an output..
he jus simply watch time pass by slowly and clear...

guys.. i noe that i hav been a happy go lucky pple..
but this person also hav thier difficulties..
im so sad.. im hurt inside... im trying to cover the sadness behind my smiles.
i noe there's no specific word to describe my feelings..

then read horoscope few days back.. don believe it at ferst..
one of the phrases says , " usually hav many fwens.."
hmm... it sounds so not me.. i got lotsa frens
jus get to noe that the im a bit out from the big 5.. not a bit argh.. a lot
like a shadow.. hmm..

when im in da library.. arip kol me whether i brought my laptop or not.. den i say i dont.. he were wif farhan n fiq...haiz..
saw farhan .. when taking ablution.. tok to him as if im toking to 1st tyme we met... same goeas to syafiq when pass by when im goin to convection hall..
haiz...

im feelin like crying now.. hu cares.. cryig doesnt limit to gals.. its for boys to.. i shudnt bottle up my feelings.. i donch no y..i hav to tell someone.. luckily adam was there wif me to listen to my probs..

hmm.. did my c prgramming test.. not bad argh.. heheh..
haiz.. wat to do;... standard..
got aids tok.. video abt having sex.. watch it wif my new fwens ard me
mardiah was bside me.. her class mate jus get to know each other.. well.. its great.. i hope i ha a great days ahead..
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